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Open Apology-ish to whoever thinks I owe them one. Raw stuff here.

krazykristaPosted for Everyone to comment on, 4 years ago3 min read

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It has come to my attention that some of you feel abandoned by me...this is simply not true...

This krazy thing happened a month or so ago...it dawned on me that I purposely made myself less relevant here a few months back for my mental health. This strange thing happened in my brain with everyone misdirecting their anger at me for so long, it was taking up a ton of valuable space in my head. I never stopped caring about the project or people, I simply decided to not let all the anger and hate seep into my brain anymore, it became downright unenjoyable...

Life has this funny way of sucking a ton sometimes, without being hated by people from around the globe who don't even know me. I was dealing with a ton of real world stuff already, financial issues being the largest thing and stressed beyond my capacity. So you see, I had to dial it back like a fuck ton.

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It was not fair to my Jamie (@ijmmai) as she then got to gather all the hate (and haters) that I decided to dump of off my shoulders (I'm surprised she still loves me honestly, if anyone had any reason to feel abandoned...it should be her). Other members of the team likely had to pull some of my weight as well...but I consider them to be family and they all know I would do the same for them. The fact is ..I was always still available, I just wasn't posting. I still attended meetings trying to make this a better place, kept my witness up (thanks to dude ❤), continued to give out my tokens to support various intiatives...gave out whalestake and still gave my opinion/guidance/help anytime someone sought it out. Everytime I post someone has some irrelevant and downright hurtful shit to say (see the comments that will likely appear underneath this post). I think the hardest part for me was a dude I considered a best friend here straight up ghosting me, he didn't even yell or cuss me out..he just ghosted me..friend breakups are a real thing and they fucking suck.

So basically I apologize-ish, if you feel you were victimized by my unannounced hiatus then I am truly sorrie. To be clear though....I didn't abandon the project or the community.. I just needed to take care of me, and I did, I'm in a much better mental space now and I started a new job...life is still krazy and I'm still broke...but my brain is much happier.
At the end of the day I'm not magical, I'm just a girl from itty bitty nowhere Michigan who was learning to be a community leader and trying to assist with what skills I do have to make whaleshares an inviting/enjoyable place for everyone.

Thanks for understanding or at the least taking the time to read this long winded explanation.

All the Love-

-The kraziest

If you need me, my DMs are forever open..
you all know where to find me.

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